Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Only 2 things to say. First, Yt is the one who told ew and ch that I took back all the things from you. HOw can she not know about this rumor since there is a pretty good chance she started it? Second, I dun want to drag anyone into this and certainly not going to drag this futher. I was doing fine all by myself when this thing just hit me for no reason. Maligned, confused, sadden, disturbed, shocked, when one cannot feel such a range of emotion at the same time, I just exploded. Especially when so many gals do not believe me. I promised ew that I would end this quickly and I will. From now on, I will not blog anymore of these here, nor will I tag it on my tagboard. As I had said before in my entry on 16th Jan, no matter wat she does she is e winner. To those of you still have some doubts about what is the truth, start reading from my entries dated 16 Jan onwards, and just follow your heart but keep the comments to yourself. To ew, if u are reading this, I'm sorry. You never doubt me, and stood up for me. But think I created some hard feelings between you and them, esp kai. To kai, you did wat any man would have done, you stood up for your girlfriend, but dun condone her wrongdoings if she has. Is my fault that I dun have a clean break with huiqi. But now, I dun have anymore things to do with her. Watever she may say, I wun going to bother myself with it. There is another earthquake again. Relatively, our issues are of no more significance than the scurryings of ants in the wide universe. Hope you can see it. Now lets make it clear, we got a clean break. Yeah.. A clean break, a clean start =) For a person who is no longer by my side, is not worth not being myself. So sorry Sotong for letting you down. Never again ('',)
i don't wanna wait no longer;
6:40 PM
Friday, March 25, 2005
WAT THE FUCKING HELL?? I'm in the wrong again? Wrong for saying the truth? Wrong for saying that she is a fucking bitch? Excuse me, for the past weeks, I have to endure ppl saying I'm ungentleman, bastard etc all becox of her spreading I took back all the things from you after we break. Instead of hearing some apology, wat I got was downright scolding from you! Sometimes I wonder why din u just jolly well write down all the things I took back from you instead of writing words such as "Go ahead and announce wat i returned to u.. N yes, u merely took back some stuff". Issit becox u are so pleased with the misunderstanding? How can you not know about such lies spreading in aj when you are in Aj yourself? Or issit not yiting's fault that she misinterpret? Did you purposely say it to her in similar ways so that anyone would have misinterpret this way? If yes, then I will have to apologise to yiting liao. If NO, then does misinterpreting include spreading lies about me all the way from AJ right toTJ? One being in the north while the other being in the east... Since these lies can travel kilometres all the way to TJ, I wonder who dunno about it in the merely few hectares big AJ. I dun give a damn about wat u all say in AJ, but I certainly do care in TJ cox I thought that is my only shelter from U! U wrote before " One of the things i can never accept is when a fren say bad things about another friend of mine.. Especially when at that point of time, i'm close to both ", does this sentence apply unidirectional? That means only I cant say bad things about yiting while she can scold me ungentleman, bastard etc? you said I'm not fair to yiting, but when are you two ever fair to me? Fair for you two to say bad things behind my back? Fair for you two to disturb my life again when I finally gotten over you? Is never fair to judge based on one side of the story=> pls go to
www.qi-er-4eva.blogspot.com to have the full picture and tell me WHO IS IN THE RIGHT!! OH MY SUCKING GOD, I"M SO FUCKING SCREWED!
i don't wanna wait no longer;
9:37 AM
Thursday, March 24, 2005
NOt that I wanna complain, but I really cannot help it. Something to clarify, I did not take back everything from HUIQI after we break! Is just some stupid bitch in aj who kept spreading this crap. The truth is this.. after we break, I did took back somethings from her. But wat I took back was just our first neoprint and first movie ticket. We kept an album for such things when we were together, and now I just wanted back these two things for memories sake cox i got my personal album too. If u dun believe, u can check with her. Like wat ppl says, hao lai hao shang. We have already break for quite a period of time, and I have finally finally gotten over it. I dun want to live in her shadow anymore, I got my own life, a new life. So yiting, can u jolly well shut the FUCK UP?? Dun disturb my life anymore! Quoted from westside story, " shi4 peng2 you3 jiu4 she mo4 dou1 bu4 yong4 suo1, bu4 shi4 peng2 you3 suo1 she mo4 dou1 mei2 you3 yong4 " meaning true friends will not question each other, but if the trust between friends is not present, then no matter how I explain, u will not believe me.. Hopefully the next time when I blog, I can stop complaining and write about my new life
i don't wanna wait no longer;
10:03 PM
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
It has been 1 and a half month since we break. Honestly, I have been thinking of patching it up with her, but I din. After seeing so much of each other for one year and having all those sweet moments, I just cannot accept her leaving me. Haha.. I created this blog 2 years ago so that I can have a common topic with her, well, this blog had served its purpose but not anymore. They say time can heal all wounds, and I agreed with that after reading one of her latest blog entry. Think she found a new love- her senior zhu tou, and I sincerely wished her all the best. Initially I'm quite surprised how little this news hurts, but think that's an indication that I have finally learnt to let things go. Hopefully they wun end up like us. If u are reading this blog, my last advice to you is that dun be influenced by yt. She is not a good influence. For one, she sure knows how to twist facts and exaggerate. With that, good luck with ur new love. Cya..
Now lets tuned back to tjc. To our BIGGEST friend in tjc, hope can have a heart-to-heart talk and clear everything up. A real man is one who is decisive and responsible. We are the titans- the real man. And if we are really at the fault, we will be responsible for our actions, just say it. Is tiring on Bird to be the messenger all the time, she needs the time to catch up on her work too. In fact, she is lagging too behind! In case u still dunno, your bad mood is affecting everyone including ur other friends! Hopefully, you will know wat to do after reading Bird sms to u last night using my phone.
Lastly, happy belated birthday to Junrong. Sorry I could not join you all last night. My climbing ended at 8 plus. After eating and waiting for bus etc, I reached hougang mall at around 10 when u all are starting to leave. So sorry for that. Btw, climbing is a diasaster. Strength with endurance is nothing!!
i don't wanna wait no longer;
10:05 AM
