Cheng Jing

Friday, February 18, 2005

With chinese new year coming to an end soon, I thought I would have to repay all the "debt" I have acquired. Been slacking since year 1 and now is reaping what I have sown. Stress is finally getting to me. Din kn0ow that I even had the idea of ponning school to skip one lecture test. This is so unlike me- where is the integrity I have been talking about? The honour , glory , pride?? Luckily I dropped the idea in the end. But now is seriously considering dropping physic S paper, maybe can repay my debt of slacking for one year. On a more serious tone, I think I have to do something real soon, practically right now about our big friend in tjc. On the behalf of my group, I sincerely apologise to Esmond for the misunderstanding "L" had so unwittedly created. Esmond, please dun hold against him. After being with him for one year, you should know that he is always suaning people but with no bad intention. Is just his usual/ unique way of making a friendly conservation. I think is also right to say that "L" is not daoing you when he din speak to you during taekwondo. You know what he is like, he is always talking to jeremy about the cute year 1 gal "J" ( u know who right?? ) Maybe he is wrong to do that, but you can only blame him as a colourwolf, not as neglecting you. Like my case, I have already told you that even me and him dun speak much on bus alone, but that does not mean that either of us are daoing each other! Btw, do you really think we are all idiots who dunno that you suddenly avoided us? ESP when there are 3 guys in our group who are currently taking 2 S papers- the special force! Just kidding. Do you know how anxious "L" was to know the cause that he kept begging me during lecture?? He also tried to talk to you, but you are not responding. Though he put it in an extreme way, I think he is right to say that " Esmond kept embarrassing me. WHen I tried to talk to him, he either act as if he never hear it, or just fu yan me. Wo hao2 dai3 ye3 shi4 ge4 shuai ge1, he makes me very xia4 suey " I dunno so much about him being shuai ge, but he is certainly right to say that such incident can be very embarrassing. So when he gets embarrassed so often, he just gave up talking to you. As for me, I also dunno why you are angry with me. I dun think I have neglected you or anything in that sense. Is unfair of you to give us cold shoulder just because of such small misunderstanding. We also got our own problems to deal with. Do you know that fat just cried recently because of I dunno what?? And I still haven gotten over being ditched and here I am trying to console you. Lastly, I think I will also have to add that you are too zhong se qin you on the behalf of the 3 guys. Dun pretend about bird and fat. Alright, I have said all I have to or need to. What is to be done is done, all I/we can do now is to wait for you. Is really up to you.. Dun be stubborn.

i don't wanna wait no longer;
12:50 PM