<BGSOUND SRC="http://www.angelfire.com/ak5/skysky/wish.mp3" LOOP="INFINITE"> Cheng Jing

Saturday, September 27, 2003


Received the champion award AGAIN ( bad luck on the npcc which din get gold last year ). The design had been changed. It's more classy than the old one. However, looks can be deceiving. Try looking at the back of the award. Behind the shining metal with our "BIG" name, it is full of gum. Those used for sticking shoes together, get it?? In the whole, this champion day is quite okay, except for my ears which is going through a lot of hardship/ suffering/ vibration/ irritation/ TRAINING. As the excitement rise among the sjab members, the sound level also increase significantly from about 40 dB ( the sound of the hall ) to about 130 dB, peaking at 150 dB. Judging from the reaction of the npcc guys in front of me, I can safely make the assumption that they never undergo much of sound enduring training during their cheering. To me, it is quite normal liao. To show off their joy and passion further, they started standing up and cheering for our Sirs. Apparently, we started a trend. Band copy us, while npcc tried to challenge us by doing a kalang wave. To prove our superiority in term of high pitch ( seem like the teacher still dunno who is the best cca for cheering ), the sjab Gals once again did us proud. Beat other cca hands down during the cheering competition. However, I'm not so honoured to have the honour of be part of the cca with such powerful vocal. Luckily I had already stepped down, or else I will still be in sjab which must had already been blacklisted by the guys from npcc. One short and sweet sentence to sumarise the sjab gals : I'm proud to have such talents to take over our position, but at the same time, I also feel lucky that I need not cum back for the champion day next year." MY days of ears suffering is over!!



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7:03 PM



Friday, September 26, 2003


HIZ, just had another peer study session in the school library just now. That add up to a total of 3 peer study I did in the library. Give the library quite a lot of face liao. Actually, the atmosphere is quite friendly for studtying. Should drag more people there to study with me. We can learn more there than at home. I mean wat can we do at home?? Giving in to temptions and wasting our time? At least the library still offer some "scenery". Well..., at home only got my mother and sister mahx. But in the library, I still can see ppl sleeping worx.. a Slping princess waiting for the kiss of a prince (",)...Let see how many princeS are there today: most potential---NCC men, Sjab hero!! So after 1 hr plus of intensive comics reading, I went home with jm they all. Took a long and serene walk to the bus stop. Somehow, walking at night seem very peaceful and more enjoyable. Even the air is nicer.. perhaps we should take a walk home from school next time to enjoy the walk mahx (^^)!!



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10:27 PM



Monday, September 22, 2003


Attended a thousand ppl banquet last night. Actually I went there just becox i'm kinda forced into going. Wonder how many of u all know---international representatives from guanxi association all over the world came to singapore on friday, so the banquet is organised for them. Never b4 had I seen such a crowd. 115 tables !! And for the first time, I was seated right at the last row, which is quite common in this occasion. Who am I as compared to those guests from other countries? However, I personally feel that the dishes are not so "grand" enough for these guests. Just the normal dishes like other years. Thought they will have something special for a change... Haiz...traditional...can't be helped. All this whole time-consuming thing, I arrived home at 1230 ( around there ). As there is something I need to do online, so naturally I came online ( crap hor ). Quite surprised to see someone online too, esp when we are having lessons the next day, which is today. I had calculated, she cannot possible have more than 4 hrs of sleep that night!!!
Basking in the joy of scoring good results, I went to superbowl with the e2,e1 and e3 today. Including today game, I played a total of three bowling games in my life. Actually the result is not bad-- at least I kept improving. Maybe next time I should try the curve thing they are learning. Seem quite fun. On the otherhand, maybe i should also trying "putting" the balls instead of throwing the balls as wat the gals did. The result is amazing. Although they cannot "strike", they manage to knock out most of the targets. Their accuracy due to simple putting of the balls is too high to be real!!! Trust me on that! Scaring...



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10:04 PM



Friday, September 19, 2003


By pure luck, I discovered that my handphone had been with me for one year plus. And how did I know that?? Well, out of boredom I had been rereading my sms in both my inbox and outbox. From wat I had seen:
ren wan3 wan3 bu dong de zhen xi shen1 bian1 de xin4 fu, chang2 chang2 mang2 mu di zhui1 qiu2 bu ke neng2 de meng4 xiang4. Yi2 dan4 xin4 fu yuan3 qu4 shi2 cai2 hui hou4 hui3. Yi2 jing1 tai4 chi2 le...bie2 wang4 le CHENG JING guan xin guo4 ni3 de ren, ye2 xu3 zhi2 you3 jin1 shen1 mei2 lai2 shi4. Sender: ***, Sent: 23:00:53, 14-09-2002. CAn understand? CAnnot?? Nevermind, just to refresh the memory of the sender only, that is if he/she come here. Wonder if he/she will keep my sms for one year also?? Even without asking, I know my ans---he/she did not keep for sure ( I just know it; got logical analysis one ).



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10:03 PM



Tuesday, September 16, 2003


Think this year must be the year which zips spoiled the most. Another friend of mine spoiled his in the toilet this morning. Actually not bad to spoiled it in this way. At least better than my case, in which I still dunno why it spoiled by itself in the class. So since the zip cannot be fixed after it was spoiled, he had to cover his "part" with his chemistry book all the way to the general office where he received his second disappointment. The general office did not have any stand-by pants for situation like this ( I knew it since few months ago ). Quite surprised that they haven done anything about it. Haiz... So next time, guys must be more careful hor. He was so lucky to have me in the same shift as me. Cox I'm so experienced mahx. So he bought two safety pins and proceeded to the back of the bookshop to mend his spoiled zip. Obviously, we were late to report to the library and he seemed quite desperated to finish the job as quickly as possible. So the fastest method = pin right in front, confirm cannot see anything!! Just that is a bit obsence if gals happen to see it. Well, from my experience last time, I realised that the gals were not so shy afterall. So might not be so obsence. After reporting to the library, he and I went to the toilet. O cox I never helped him mend, wat if a gal looked in through the mirror and saw us?? Wat will they think?? One guy touching ...?? Throw our face!! In the end, one gal still happen to look in. Dunno whether she knew of what we were doing. Seem like the image grooming is not so fun for the gals.



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6:39 PM



Monday, September 15, 2003


Just had my lunch at heartland mall. Somehow, we decided on that place at the last minute. Till now then I knew why we went there. For 4 years, I never met the girls in my primary school before. However today, I met one at the Macdonald, and is the class belle somemore!! Must be fate (^^). Natural reaction, I tried to contact chin hao. In the end, it was quite fruitless. Cox both chin hao and me were too shy to approach the girl mahx. Can't be helped, xinmin guys are like that. After that, we paced around for quite a while, longing to go in and exchange our contact number. But due to their time constraint and our bashfulness, we gave up in the end. Quite wasted hor... saddening... Then we went to superbowl. Had my first bowling game. Well, the result is quite unexpected. The lowest marks I got in one match is 1!! Who wanna console me??



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6:43 PM



Sunday, September 14, 2003


Hi. Just played basketball yesterday. Sound vv familar hor? Since everyone is writing that down in their blog, think I also should do that. So that we provide as many different light to that incident as possible mahx. Well, is true that the people we met there did not have a good attitude. But in my opinion, only 25% of them got lousy attitude. And I mean real lousy attitude. Obvious he thinks he is much better than us and deserves to play more than us in the court. Plainly, he does not have much of sportmanship. The first guy to knock us "accidentally", as wat they claimed. The worst thing is, he dun even have the courage to speak to us. Only dare to give us that idiotic look. Is a smaller kid who spoke on his behalf. Actually the deal they have given us is quite good, the winner get the court. However, if the match is going to take place, a royal fight is bound to erupt between us. After that first guy who knocked into us accidentally, the two other boys followed his lead. Well... is quite to our disadvantage. It is not so painfully if they knock into us at the shoulder area, but then due to their height, they only managed to hit us around our ribcage. Can imagine the pain?? This is without the match going on. If during the match, any of us managed to block them due to our height advantage again, then I will bet anything that they will play roughly. And when that happen, we will come to blows very soon. Can't be helped, who tell the guys in my group to be so character ( xing ge ).



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7:36 PM



Friday, September 12, 2003


Had my class chalet yesterday at east coast park. It was quite fun actually ( for some ). However I went to the chalet only becox I wanted to watch the movie, turn left turn right. Who else will want to accompany me to watch tt show? I have no galfriend, and my group will complain tt show is too sissy. And my guess is proven correct when I met Chris and his friends at TM. I was running late at that time, cox I had calculated my time accurately. But due to some unforeseen reasons, like taking the bus in the wrong direction, I end up arriving late for 5 mins. The first thing that happened to me upon my arrival, is to kana beaten by Chris! Ambushed me from behind!! So surprised to see him there, thought shijie called him also. Turned out tt he came with his friends to watched another shows. However, before he returned to his friends, he made it a point to stress how sissy we were to watch the show. All lovers of turn left turn right, wanna beat him?? After waiting for a long time, we started to watch tt show. Red umbrella and green umbrella. So next time guys, if u happen to be using a green umbrella, watch out for those gals using red umbrella. Cox they may be lovers of turn left turn right. For all u know, they might be aiming you worz.. Right at the start also, we learnt one vv important phrases. How big is Taipei, surely shun lu one... Guys, pls rmb tt. VV useful next time. But then, just as the movie is approaching its climax, things started to go wrong for me. In my rush, I forget to go to the washroom before the movie start. Then how... bear till the show is over lorx...Actually the show is quite touching, but obviously no one cry. In fact, they are busily laughing!! Not tt they are insulting the show, but there are a lot of funny scene. But the funniest part was tt one of the poem the female recite, I KNEW IT SINCE PRI 5!!! Shijie was so surprised tt I could recite the whole poem to him!! Can't be helped, love poems mahx. Even if teachers nv teach b4, we also will learn on our own one mahx.
Then we board a taxi to the east coast park chalet, not east coast chalet, as wat the taxi driver taught us. Then the usual stuff happened lorx, dinner and all that. Quite common, think u all will know. Nothing much special, although there is something unexpected tt happened. Can't say it here...sorry



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4:23 PM




A sad sad song which describe my feelings, entitled "fool again".
Baby, I know the story. I have seen the picture. It's written all over your face. Tell me, wat is the secret that you had been hiding... who is gonna take my place??
I should have seen it coming, I should have read the signs... Anyway, I guess it's over. Can't believe tt i'm the fool again. I thought this love would never end. You never told me. Can't believe tt I'm the fool again. And i who thought you were my friend.. How was I to know, you never told me..
Baby, you should have called me when you were lonely, when you needed me to be there. Sadly, you never gave me too many chances to show you how much I care. I should have seen...




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12:30 PM



Wednesday, September 10, 2003


Today when I roused from my bed in the early morning, I must admit that I could hardly move my arms about. It felt like being pinned down! Slowly, it dawned on me that I just went to the gym yesterday. No wonder it hurts so much. Wonder wat happen to my other friend.. As I had mentioned, I went to the gym yesterday. It was located on top of hougang sport hall. Since it wasn't my first time to visit it, there was not much exploration to do. However, my friend was joining me for the first time. Thus was quite ignorant to the rules and regulations. This give me some privileges (^^). For example, it gives me the privilege to glean some sensitive details out of him...details like WEIGHT & HEIGHT!! Actually, I did not lied to him. It was a common practice to measure your height and weight before the whole thing. SO will you pls forgive me (^.^)?? Nevertheless, it was my supreme honour to invite someone so FIT to work out with me. At least, his strength is superior to mine. Not sure of his stamina. So the first thing we tried was the let-down. 60 kg... Deteriorate quite a bit. Used to do 70 kg with chris, the guy with perfect score for NAPFA. But then, that was the purpose no.1 of going to gym mahx. To maintain some of tiny bit of strength left in me. As for the other purpose of going to gym, I wun say anything abt it. It would be a secret between chris and me. Hor, chris ('',)? Hey, think I going derailed already. As I was saying, we were doing the let-down. Due to some limitation my friend faced, he had some difficulties doing it. So, I had to help him a little lorx. You see... the let-down was a bit too high for him mahx... the rest u think of it yourself. Can't eleborate on it further, or else the consequence would be too terrible to contemplate. He was the muscle man of our school, all his muscle are at least twice the size of mine. So if I eleborate more on tt, I would have to try to dogde a huge mass of "A" grade muscle hurtling towards me mahx. After the let-down, we also tried some energy consuming exercises. For example, weight-lifting...just kidding. We went for a jog instead. Still rmb the time I so call "jogged" with chris. The pace was very "slow". 12 units ( dunno wat the SI units are ). But then, I could barely last for 5 mins despite the "slow" pace set by chris. And he, kept on running with tt speed for a full 8 mins!! And it was i who beg him to stop!!! Can you believe that??? Dun worry, I also find it impossible to believe at that time. Cox tt was my best standard long time ago! HOW CAN he be on par with me??? WUN BELIEVE IT!!!



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3:52 PM



Monday, September 08, 2003


Just finished my last round of chinese chess competition yesterday. Dunno is my luck or wat, but my opponent never turn up. So I win two points without a fight. From this whole competition, Alastiar and I make some mental notes. Rule number 1, CANNOT WEAR BLACK. As far as we could see, black shirt is a symbol of the expert. A colour which distinguish the steady players from the lousy ones. So next time, please dun wear black to any chinese chess competition. And if your opponent wear black, be smart... Ambush him b4 the match ('',). Rule number two, LOSE when u have to. The opponents are paired up according to their marks. So in 3 matches, win the first one and lose the second one. That is the highest possibility that u will get to win two matches out of three. And Rule number three, Pray regularly. As far as concern, there are quite many beginners with the urge to play. If you are lucky, u might get to play with them. ~sure win~. Despite all the tension during the match, we had our share of fun. Made two acquaintances. First one, a NCC AIR guy in sec 2. Very amiable ( cox vv crapy and lame ), and thus mix easily with us. Same character mahx. Pity most of my xms friends never participate in this match, or else can qie chuo1 "lame skills" with that guy liao. Interschool interaction.. our principals will love that. Second one, a sec 1 guy. Actually I dunno him that well. But then since he is a player of you si wang card ( a japanese card game ), made friend with my brother and Alastiar immediately. So for the whole night, they can chat abt those cards endlessly. Win liao horx? Quote of the day: From every win we gain, but from every lose we also learn. I heard tt this competition will be held again in two years time. So chinese chess players........GO FOR IT!!!



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12:27 PM



Friday, September 05, 2003


YES! Prelims just ended today with only our practicals left. Kinda regain our freedom. At least we will have some time to relax liao. About one month or so from now, many dedication will be heard over the various radio channels to wish their friends good luck for their prelim. Wonder what will be our reactions? Laughing at them cox we had already finished our prelims long time ago? Or will we be there wishing our prelim haven finished so early? But one thing for sure, we will be there thinking, will anyone dedicate anything for me?? Hard to say, is our last year in secondary school, maybe someone had hidden some feelings for 4 years liao?
Just had some minor dispute today. Obviously one idiot think that is very fun to inflict wounds on others and so kept very long finger nails lor. Plainly, clawing others is a very glorious act for him mahx. Everyone will be so terrified of his "power". Scared Scared... Everyone will be wetting his pants, trembling so much that they cannot retaliate... Ya rite.. As if everyone must let him win... Honour---never bully the weaker, pick someone of your own size. Seem like someone is counting on this honour to have his own way. But every stories tell the same plot. Evil will never triumph over righteous. Heroes create the situation, but the situation also creates heroes. When evil reign and all hope is lost, someone will stand up...to put everything back to normal. P-O-W-E-R. Real power. That is the magic word which distinguish people. Power and strength will separate the weak from the strong. Trust it, and believe in it.
Quote of the day : "The world is evil. Wolves hunt the stragglers in a group of deers. Vultures devour the fallen. Hyenas destroy the weak. Humans kill that which they fear. Survive and be strong, or die, cornered by your prey, trembling because the night is dark..." Moral of this quote: Be kind to the weaker is as good as be cruel to yourself...



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6:51 PM



Thursday, September 04, 2003


Finally. Prelims are coming to the end. Freedom again. Haven been publishing any entries for quite some time, kinda of miss this type of feeling. Actually there wasn't anything to write. Who would be interested in my prelims?? And who would want to be reminded of our killer papers?? But anyway, today is our most tedious test combination. Dun think anyone want to know the details also, but after this, everyone was quite relaxed. Even have a bit of fun (^^)
Stepping out of the examination hall, we were greeted by the heavy downpour. Reminded me of my long ago Physics mock test. That day, it was also raining cats and dogs. Upon alighting from the bus, numerous students waited at the bus stop, trapped between the decision to open their umbrella or to stroll in the rain. Because of some clowns who did not bring their umbrella, despite the obvious fact that it was raining, many of the boisterous students who had brought the ingenious invention ( umbrella ), had to "enjoy" the walk in the rain also. What would you have done? Follow the crowd and not notice by the other students OR be the practical and "outstanding" student who choose the obvious choice of opening the umbrella?
Now come the amusing part... We were waiting at Sengkang interchange just now. A common bus interchange which had all kinds of happy associations for one particular friend of mine. Despite the torrents of people, he managed to spot a gal. Actually, is not that difficult. Afterall, that gal carried a bag with an unique colour--pink. Then when bus no. 79+1 came, the gal boarded the bus. Well, ying xiong nan guo mei ren guan. Applied to angular ( tall and SKINNY ) guy also. Seeing THAT GAL board the bus, THAT GUY followed also. Initally it was 7 lonely guys waiting for bus 87. But THAT GUY was pushed by a weaker and frail boy into the bus. Well... this is wat THAT GUY claimed. Somehow, the weaker and frail boy told a different story. "I am TOUCHING his back and following him onto the bus. THAT GUY walked on his own account," said the honest boy ( the weaker and frail boy mentioned above). Well, although the boy was very honest, we can very mian qiang accept that explaination. Well, afterall the touching is described as a VERY STRONG PUSH by THAT GUY. But then, seeing is believing hor?? At the staircase, THAT GUY did an extraordinary fast version of head turning to locate the gal. Failing to locate THAT GAL, he broke into a canter up the staircase. BU SHANG BAI BU SHANG MAHZ.How about that?? For a quick demostration of the head turning process, please approach Mr. Joker C of e3. Just that despite his tremendous effort, he cannot match the speed of THAT GUY. Come to think about it, we got a new hope in the Olympic Games if head-turning become a new section of it. Can imagine the speed?? IF still cannot, see the handsome face on the right side of this blog. Just that THAT GUY was doing a half version of it. Left to right and back to left again. The period is probably 1ms ( according to our calculation ). Or in simple physics, about 100 times the speed of the handsome face on the right. Moral of this story: NEVER pang seh 6 charming guys for 1 GAL...



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